I am no longer that xinhui you used to know

Hi

2011-11-15T00:54:00.001+08:00

Today gonna say about my mom.. Just received the text from my sis.. My mom is confirmed that she have dementia.. Means maybe next time when I grow up I will also suffer the same thing.. She is currently on medication but I don't see any improvement her medication is super expensive.. But lucky I have my sis to help out with.. Now my only hope is I would really spend more time with her.. In the past few months I am damn worries for her.. Really damn. I am scare ... One day she will forget about me.. And push me out of the house or she forgotten the way to go home.. I am really scare.. I am still in the age of 16yrs old.. How am I suppose to take in this kind of stuff. I really don't know how to face it.. I really don't know.. Sometimes I really wanted to quit sch and be with her.. At least I can talk to her at home.. At least maybe there will be some improvement I wouldnt let my sis know how I feel.. I wouldn't let my mom know too.. What I can do is facing it by myself and keeping everything in myself.. Nobody know how I really feels now.. My mom actions is really getting worser and scary.. Everyday I go sch I always say bye and stand at the doorstep awhile to check on her.. Today my sis told me a worser stuff that I think she shouldn't tell me she told me this : " She still hv long way to go... At least 20-30 years... Worse stage can be bedridden cos forgot how to walk n eat" worse stage??? Bedridden??! How am I going to face this?? Is like you see a good fine person slowly becoming like that.. Is like I really dk how to describe it.. This feeling is worser than a brk up or other stuff.. As you all know I don't like my dad.. My dad don't even care about me and my mom all he care is about himself.. Sigh.. Shall end here now.. I don't want to cry until my eye puffy. Maybe I just need to be abit stronger and mature..

Hi I am kind of back to blog

2011-11-01T01:37:00.001+08:00

Hi so I am back to blog. This few months experience lot of stuffs. Tried out lot of different kind of thing. Like presentation to the whole sch. Argh totally cmi! Then went for the Malaysia camp? Idk whether I got post before? Totally forgot about it. Then F1 grandstand official then nth much shocking anymore. Mrs Foo which is my CA pick me out for a graduation video so I am kind of excited about it. Because get to see myself on the screen! Jokes! Thats all I think? Will blog again soon okay. My exam is on this few weeks. 15/11 is my pie exam then on my birthday which is 28/11 I will be having beo or poa. 30/11 is either poa/beo. Bye bye. Ilove....

Hi readers,

2011-09-23T03:10:00.000+08:00

Hi

2011-06-18T02:43:00.000+08:00

I cant believe it. I am listening to Jazz music those uncle/gentleman music now ..

Seriously I miss the past where I have ton of ppl to meet when I need to schedule all the meeting up and stuff, I needed to do and etc. But I dont want to find them back.
I have cut off the line with them you see. I really cut all after the incident.
I had enough of all those stuff..

Hi all,

2011-06-10T17:07:00.001+08:00

Sometimes some thing dont really go your way and some thing is not in your hand of control...
You may feel irritated, anger & frustration but what else you can do?
Sometimes I really hate thing dont go in my way because I had alrdy done planning out all my thing eg : what is the next step, what am I going to do, When am I going to do this & how am I going to not make myself regret.
I never ever think of another plan.. I always get what I wanted usually.
I dont like thing to go out of my hand and I am not able to control it.
I dont like to let ppl control over me, it felt like I am ....... hmm kind of hard to explain the feel..
Its like you are so no own decision or you are useless..

I alway forgive and forgot stuff that you did to me.. Some times I think I am alway too good & soft hearted?
Being happy go lucky is good but there is always a bad point which is ppl will think that you wont get angry on that kind of stuff that she/he is going to do.. & then she/he will climb over your head and think that it will be nth for you and you will forgive she/he sooner or later.
Is like WTH? I had enough of ppl climbing up my head and I just ignore it and just go on living with it.
I wont give a third chance to them again. I really had enough.
How I feel? Didnt you ever think that? Did you?
I dont think so. I dont really mind to lose a whole bunch of friend.
My live will still go on.
One best friends will be enough for me.

Some times I feel like shouting at them.
JUST Stay away from my life I dont even need this kind of friend.
The truth is you are a self fish irritated friend, you dont even treat me as a friend.

SO PPL DO HAVE UP & DOWN...
I am still on the Down part...
It is like the rhythm of song where there is high notes and low notes to make the song more interesting and nice.

Okay okay I will stop nagging! Bye.

HI

2011-05-21T02:21:00.001+08:00

My SA1 will be coming in two weeks time or lesser.

I am trying to memorize my Customer Service handout because in order to pass this subject with flying colour it consist of two thing:

1st Hardworking.

2nd Good memory.

hmmm..

Whatelse more?

IDK.

Small update for my mom condition:

BAD! BAD! BAD! WORST WORST WORST!

Sigh. I just hope the next doctor visit I can go.

I think if it happen to be on my school day I will take leave from sch.

But I am scare I cant take it to see what the doctor say & tests that need to be made for my mom.

After hearing what my sis say about the test thingy.

Kind of hard for me to take it already..

The next visit will be on August..

I am trying my best to spend more time with her and talk to her.

I still need to concentrate on my studies. Sigh.

Sometimes I think I am not that Filial seriously..

Thanks for the caring comment.
I will stay strong. I will also slow overcome it with my fam and mom.

hi its had been a longer time since I blogged.

2011-04-16T00:51:00.000+08:00

Hi its had been a longer time since I blogged.
I know. I am being a bad girl this few day that nvr say out about my new life in ITE.
But you must understand that is not I dont want to blog.
There are so many thing happening nowadays.
You should know why. When I say this kind of stuff is more about r/s & f/s.
Sigh.

There is something big happen to my mom.
Which is she have Alzheimer.. cos she her body lack of b12.
My sis told me is her body lack of b12 but I am not stupid I can see..

I didnt tell many ppl as I dont really think they will understand how I felt.
Its had been a hard time for me and my fam. Especially my mom.
I felt very useless, I really dont know what should I do to help her.
I felt bad cause she have to worry for my stuff.
Sometimes when I am in home I watch out every of her movement to see its getting worst or better..
& everyday I see is like getting more and more worst.
Now what was in my mind was losing her.
I am really scare that she will lost her way, forgot my name, felt lost and no one help her.
I am really very useless arh? Say until here my water tap turn on le.
haha.
Sometimes I really feel like turning back the time. to the past where she wasnt like that.
This few days I had been running away from her. I am scare and I still cant really accept the truth.

Everytime she forgot thing its hurt my heart to see her turn to this.
She dont want this either. But I cant seem to control my stupid anger.
I dont even know what I angry for.
Its just so unfair.. I am just starting to be close with my mom and this kind of thing happen to her.
Sigh.
When life slap you hard what you can do is giving life another side of your face.
I cant write anymore or else my eye will be swollen again and she will know what happen..
BB.

2011-02-20T21:20:00.001+08:00

My blog is DEAD!

My life in ITE

2011-02-17T23:08:00.001+08:00

I am Lazy to sort the pictures.

haha. Will blog soon when my CA is over & Project is over.

Love you guys

I know I know! My blog is dead!

2011-02-11T00:47:00.000+08:00

I know I know! My blog is dead!
Hi I am busy with my school, my phone, my nap & Project!!!!
My English proficiency test fail.
HAHAHAHA!
I knew it. Nvm
I pass my SATS interview. I am not sure when I will be start working over there.
Tmr I will be the student guide for chingay!
Quite excited! But abit shy cause of the hat is so blink!
Shall update more when I have taken some photo.
^^

2011-01-29T02:24:00.000+08:00

I am like a tree standing at there and let myself die

Not going to post anything except for pictures.

2011-01-23T13:32:00.001+08:00

:(

2011-01-20T00:00:00.001+08:00

My life in ITE is not that good.

I dont know is because of my course or what?

I totally lose my attention and consecration in class.

My mind keep wandering off.

Not very used to it. When I got home I also dont know what to study.

I just sleep the whole day off or watch tv.

I am scare of not getting a GPA of 3.5 .

But I really dont know how or what to study.

My Effectives Communication dont need to study cause is just understanding of the word or phrases.

Customer service cant study cause there are lot of fill in the blank, that need teacher to provide the answers.

Office Software Application dont need to study too cause is more on practical.

Others all not so important.

LOL. Today Lunch time period been disturb by the western food uncle.
cause the pasta $1.80 then he dont have change so he go out and take then come back that time he ask me :
" Do you want a receipt? "
I was like huh???
Then he repeat again and I look at my friend and ask What did he say?
My friend was like huh too after awhile he repeat again then we both start laughing.

After that we found out no fork so we requested for it.
He take and say: " $0.10 pls. "
Then I was like ???? after that start laughing.

Because of us we make everyone behind us waiting for us to buy our food and walk away.
I am so going to disturb him next time since he disturb me and say I am no fun at all. LOL!

I am going for O level English proficiency test first, If you pass the test you can take O level English.

The lesson will be on every Friday 2pm-5pm. I hope I can pass. So I dont waste a year.

I plan to take math nxt year if I can take O level English cerfi.

If I fail for the test I will go for tuition and wait for next year.

CCA?

Havent decided yet. Going to the roadshow first.

I am going to Chingay! I dont know about the detail have to wait for the section head to tell us.

Will tell you more about it when I know the information.

HI!

2011-01-15T21:14:00.001+08:00

I dont know what to say today.

Just went to reborn my hair & my hair smell so super " Nice" now.

Friday went back to secondary school with my old classmate.

At first we wanna find our Character Coach ( form teacher ) but she went home alrdy.

I miss my secondary life. I miss the food & my classmate & my teachers.

I am so nerd in Ite seriously cause of my skirt even my secondary school teacher say that too.

My skirt length is above knee cap & one finger above. LOL!

Somemore My leg is longer than my body so I think you all can imagine how funny it is right?

Now I have one project on my hand. Not in group but Individual.

Need to do 15 slides of computer stuff like software security measure.

I am still planning in process. My new classmate seem very clever.

So I have to plan asap so I can change and edit it to a better one later on.

Still need to do presentation lorh. So shy! LOL! I am like a girly only. ><

Oh Shit ! I forgot to get my glasses done! ><

LOL! Random! Gtg!

Mr Catman will save your day! LOL!

Nice body!!!!

ITE Life

2011-01-10T22:33:00.004+08:00

Went to school with Haohe, Ivan, Felicia & Gerbelle.
Wake up at 6:30am cause cant seem to fall asleep. I dont know why?
Keep thinking of new school.
Went there find my new class. At first I though we will all be in the same class.
End up different. Gerbelle & Ivan same class as me. For Felicia different class as Haohe.
My classmate mostly is Malay. Only ten or lesser are Chinese?
I am not being racist just trying to update my blog.
Almost half day playing games some quite fun some quite lame.
But should just join the activity.
Seriously I am not used to everything maybe today is the first day thats why.
School toilet quite stink! Not like secondary school.
Canteen seem like dont have any nice food.
Library smaller than Hougang Secondary lorh!!!
LOL ! Form teacher seem Fierce. I hope she will like me or else cause if the teacher dont like you she will give you low mark & all that?
I dont know real anot.
Thats all.
Tmr Need to wake up at 6am then 7am need to meet friend to school then 8am must reach school.

HI

2011-01-09T04:31:00.001+08:00

School going to start on Monday.

I am still thinking will 2011 be much better than 2010?

Half part of me say no way because we will be in same school?

I dont know why.

I havent buy my school shoes and bag.

Going to get it tmr with Felicia & more.

& I am done with my haircut. So I think I am almost prepared for new school and stuff.

Just got my scholarship letter, going to xinmin secondary and receive my money and cerfi.

My father & I is getting no where.

Just quarrel with him, Sometimes I really hate him for gamble all the money he have away.

Today I ask him for haircut money & what he say is I dont have any money.

I though parent should give money to the child?

Not for toy but for other thing that they need?

Sometime I really felt that I am not his daughter. Is like a stranger who live in the same house with you.

Thats all.

Going back to sleep. Nights.

I like her tan. Nice!

2011-01-05T22:42:00.001+08:00

04 Jan 2011
Went to Bishan ITE to buy uniform & stuff with some of my classmate & friend.
After that went to Nex eat then call boss whether need to work anot.
Rushed down. 6pm fever so went home early.
2am high fever 39.0C try putting wet towel no use then try bathing with cool water no use.
4am went down to 24hr clinic to see doctor.
Doctor cant find the reason why am I having a high fever.
He just give me some common pills & ask me to go home then charge me $110.70
Seriously Can I ask him to go die. So freaking ex can!

Today
Didnt went out cause still not feeling well.
Tmr going to work. Going to bring my med go.

I think sat going to buy new shoes plus bag if I see any nice bag.

Picture for new year

2011-01-02T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2011 Happy New Year!

2011-01-01T05:24:00.001+08:00

Hi I am back just now went to scape for so call club?

After that zoey friend house. & home sweet home.

Idk what to blog.

What i done in 2010
Bold what you did this year.
1. Stayed up all night.
2. Lied about where you were.
3. Stayed single all year.
4. Kissed more than 5 people.
5. Went on a shopping spree.
6. Got sent to the principal’s office.
7. Been drunk.
8. Failed a class.
9. Made a facebook.
10. Been to a wedding.
11. Cried yourself to sleep.
12. Fell asleep on the phone.
13. Kissed a stranger.
14. Did something you regret doing.
15. Smoked a cigarette.
16. Shoplifted.
17. Lied to your parents.
18. Went to the zoo.
19. Had a nightmare.
20. Met someone who changed your life.
21. Found someone you loved more than anything.
22. Witnessed a crime.
23. Been suspended.
24. Got in a physical fight.
25. Been grounded for more than a month.
26. Got high.
27. Cried from happiness.
28. Snuck out.
29. Hitch hiked.
30. Gone to Disneyland.
31. Hated someone.
32. Cooked dinner for your family.
33. Went out of the country.
34. Had a rumor go around about you.
35. Been rejected.
36. Broke up with someone.
37. Had someone break up with you.
38. Rode a bike.
39. Got a job.
40. Wished you were somebody you weren’t.
41. Talked bad about one of your friends.
42. Spent money on something you never used.
43. Been in back of a cop car.
44. Worked out.
45. Had someone close to you pass away.
46. Went to the beach.
47. Went to church.
48. Cried over someone of the opposite sex.
49. Broke an arm/leg/etc.
50. Overall, had a good year.

I really hope that this year will be a good one?

What I plan to do nxt year?

Study harder
Drink 8 glasses of water everyday.
Get a camera
Get a watch
Get scholarship again.
Learn to play piano or guitar
Forget him and move on
Be more friendly
Dont hate someone.
Will say that it is a good year when 2011 end
Try to improve my english
Try to be more good to my dad.
Go out with my family and treat them dinner ^^ every four month.
Hope I will save $1000 into my bank account.
Hope that all those Special day I wont be alone again. Like Valentine, christmas & more.

Thats all.

HI ^^

2010-12-30T02:52:00.002+08:00

Okay I am so damn happy.
I am in, Office skill.
Okay I get what I wanted. Actually not really I want early childhood.
I hear that school going to start on 10 jan. This is so damn cool.
This year can say is my best year cause my result!
I study hard play hard & BOOM Top for mid, Top for Prelim & kind of good result in N level.
& I receive Scholarship! PROUD>< I am so damn proud.
I am so damn show off.
But I am really damn happy.

I believe god is fair. ^^ HAHAHAHA! I cant stop laughing now.
Okay so this year life for me is as smooth as silk.
& I get a job that I like! SO I LOVE 2010! muah muah muah! LOL!
& this year My thinking seem to be more mature.
No more trouble and more.
Although I make lots of enemy but it okay. They are just being lame.
& I and my sis? Is closer now? & my mom too. We even go for photoshooting.

I didnt know that I have this day to feel proud of myself.
I wont be that xinhui who always regret this and that.
I am going to live my life to the fullest. Okay I am going to sleep now. Night.

HI I am back

2010-12-29T01:57:00.000+08:00

I private my blog because of something.
& I am much better now.
Let say about my ITE~ :)
Okay I have chosen office skill as my Nitec course.
One year and I am out of Nitec. After that maybe admin or what?
I still dont want to say my result yet cause I am not really happy with my result.
Plus I dont want people to talk behind my back.
Okay Let talk about my work.
I am having a long break this few days cause of public holiday.
I need to start planning my work and school alrdy cause I plan to stay over Kumon.
I enjoy those marking and teaching. I just dont know why.
It make me forgot about everything.
Hang around with pure & innocent kids helps?
My boss treat me real good too.
He even brought me Christmas present and sometime food.
Worry that we will starve. Okay that all.
New year is coming soon. Kinda of not excited about it.
I bet will be damn freaking bored next year.

HI ?

2010-12-18T00:49:00.001+08:00

I am back? My result wasn't that good.

Happy with my math cause ITS A B!

Oh my god. I alway Fail My math now finally pass with some colour?

For my English & Art?

BAD BAD BAD cause I didn’t finish my comprehension, As for my Art I didn’t finish drawing it.

My degree and the dont know what was wrong too.

Chinese okay

Ebs & CPA as what I expected?

I am not going to say my result out yet.

I am not top student but nvm.

The thing is I saw some improvement. ^^

Now I have to Brainstorm about my courses, I am taking office and tourism for sure.

^^ I shall go and rest now. I cant sleep well this whole week even dream that my result all undergrad.

Today was a great day for me.

I wonder how is his result. I guess he will be having a big big brainstorming on his courses. But I think his friend will help him bah. He confirm follow his friend choices. I hope he wont be the same ITE as me, or else I really cant consecrate.

I will really spend my whole day thinking will I see him again and the past stuff. :D

Booyah!

2010-12-17T01:26:00.001+08:00

A Story again!

Girl: We`re bestfriends , right ?
Boy: Yes , of course .
Girl: So be honest with me , who do you like ?
Boy: No one . I love someone .
Girl: Ohh , she must be very lucky .
Boy: Definitely , I loved her every since I met her .
Girl: Really ? Well , since we`re best friends . I wanna meet her . Go call her .
Boy: Oh okay . * Boy takes out his phone , dials her number and phones her .
Girl: Wait , hold on . I think I`m getting a call . * Answers the phone * .
Girl: Hello ?
Boy: I Love You .

AWWWWW!!!!

My class mate Version is

A Apple

B Banana

C Coconut

D Durian

F Faiz ( this is his name)

OMG This is so Cool! I want TOO!

(Y) Nice one! The person really Fnck her Life.

I am so nervous and stress. Going to take result in 13hours time.

Still need to go to work after taking result. =.=

Plan destroyed

2010-12-15T23:18:00.001+08:00

Okay First is my childhood plan destroyed Second is my lastest plan destroyed.

How Great is it!

One of my fb friend say that I cant go Poly after my nitec Cause of my course is one year. WTF

Sigh Means I am going to stay in ITE for Three years. ZZZ

Sigh.

My plan for my Future!!! <3

2010-12-15T21:01:00.001+08:00

First I Go Ite take office skill

Get GPA 3.5 to go to Nanyang poly

Get Business management course Stay in there for Three years

After that go uni. Try to get scholarship for oversea.

Okay this is my Nice Plan!

I hope my nice plan will work! ommmmmmmm! LOL!

STRIVEEEEEEEEEEEEE FOR My bright future! HAHAHAHA!

I think I am more and more mature. LOL! I am very excited plus happy after thinking of going oversea study.

Can see angmo everyday. LOL! !!!

I am mad ignore me!

Love story with happy ending.

2010-12-12T23:49:00.001+08:00

Boy: You know what?
Girl: What?
Boy: Next time I see you, don't wear this skirt again, it's too revealing.
Girl: Why? I thought you loved this skirt.
Boy: Next time, wear something that reaches to your ankles.
Girl: Ok, whatever.
Boy: A dress that reaches to your ankles.. And wear long white gloves that reach to your elbows.
Girl: What?
Boy: Trust me.
Girl: What are you trying to do? Hide me from everyone?
Boy: Do up your hair as well real pretty.
Girl: Are you listening to what I'm saying? You're so conservative, don't choke me like this... Are you kidding me?
Boy: I'm dead serious.
Girl: You know I don't like guys whom bosses me around.
Boy: ... Wear a veil.
Girl: ... What?!
Boy: Wear this ring too.
Girl: ....
Boy: Marry Me.

Aww so sweet!

Cool I wanna play that too!

She is damn pretty and hot and young.

Can you save my nuffnang?

2010-12-12T02:44:00.001+08:00

I am going to remove my nuffnang liao.

Totally stop at the same freaking amount of money.

Ppl just see and go without bothering to click it.

I am getting nervous alrdy cant sleep well and so on.

5 more days to result releasing.

Christmas is coming so soon, another year will be gone.

I really dont know what to blog anymore. ZZZ

Going to set new aim and so on. Bye

Hi

2010-12-08T01:08:00.003+08:00

I am using windows live writer to write my blog. Kind of cool?
I didn't know there is such a thing after I start exploring my laptop today?
LOL. I am like a nerd, now then know got such thing call Window live writer?
This few day was working for the enrichment centre.
I even bluff my colleague (Red Mango) that I going overseas for one month cause I wanna work for enrichment centre because more slack?
You just have to mark and mark and mark the classwork and homework the whole day?
I kind of like this job better than the frozen yogurt cause I also don't know why?
I am going to learn how to write in this way. I like this font .

9 more day to N level result kind of nervous already.
I am scare that I cant get what I expected again, trying to lower down my expectation. Finally get my scholarship?
Now what I want from future is get a scholarship from overseas?
I want to go Paris , England, Ireland,Dublin & Australia.
I can't wait for that day to happen.
I will continues to work harder for my future.
I want a bright future. :D

Hi I am back to talk about what I like.

2010-12-02T04:04:00.000+08:00

Boy + best friend forever = Boyfriend

What I want from my future bf is lot of lot of stuff.
Shall start my nagging now. Heeheee

Wa Eh (My) mom like him too.
Play & chat damn long with my mum.
My friend & sis is okay with him.
No Gambling.
Mature thinking.
Can give some freedom to me.
Understand me well.
Think of place to go unless really dont know then ask me.
Fillal!!! The almost important thing !!!!
170 at least! ( Not Really important lah)

I think thats all?

Oh ya

My mom tell me that she dont like tan tan guys cause they seem baddy.

& she dont really allow me to have ang mo bf. T.T but they are so tall and handsome lorhhhhhh~~~~
Okay I am alittle bit too open. I must close back.
Hahahaha!

I found out she like those skin quite fair, Face decent type? then tall tall that kind.
Hmmmm thats all I think?
LOL!

& My mum thought that one of my classmate is my bf cause the way we chat? & she tell me that she like me to look for one of my classmate guy type.

LOL! ( Dear classmate if you are reading this: You can like kpo for awhile.)

HAHAHHAHAHAHA!

This Is soooooo Freaking funny.

Especially the guy who wear bra somemore got chest hairrr!

HAHAHAHAHA!

They are All Times Low If you dont know them.

okay Hi I am like back to my blog?

2010-12-01T00:56:00.000+08:00

HI I am back!
Today will be a long naggy boring post for you. Pls switch blog! :D

Rmb I told you all about my photoshooting? The photo is still editing.
Some okay alrdy But I was thinking of wait until everything is done then post.

& I extented my lashes.

So I dont need to make up then go out.

I can just go out anytime or last min calls.

Lazy me but the lashes keep on dropping.

Sigh. I dont know how to takecare of it lorh!

I seriously dont want new friend and new school.
Because I like now, I have what I need & what I like.
I seriously hate a New Year.
I feel like Pause this year. I wanna be with my old classmate. Have stupid lame joke and all.
I dont even need to care my looks, my hair & my clothes or my dirty school shoes or My Young Punk bag.
Cause they dont really comment about it.

I am finally sixteen year old?

On 27/11/2010
I open a mini steamboat party in my house.

Quite funny. Had lot of gym execise. LOL!

On 28/11/2010
Went to Simei eat Italian food.
Had lasagna & Pizza. Didnt order cake cause I am so super full.

On 29/11
Stay at home and did nth

On 30/11
Went to kovan to update my bank book and get Net.
After that Ntuc with mum.

On 1/11
Will be out with kangrong to do my lashes and movie & dinner.
But will be out with mum first, to get a house phone.

HI

2010-11-22T00:08:00.000+08:00

Today went for family photo shooting at suntec city, the shop name call Picture Me. LOL like a cute only.
Actually not family photo shoot lah cause only my mom, my sis & me.
My dad and bro not inside the pic.

Have to wait for two week for the pictures. I cant wait to see. ^^

Have you ever met a person who ruin your life before?
I have but its the past. I am those ppl who cant forgive and forget.
When I hate a person I will continues to hate them till they knee down and say sorry.
I really feel like curse and swear them.

But I know one thing call karma.
So If you ruin my freaking life. You will wait and see what will happen to your life.

HI! :D

2010-11-20T13:42:00.000+08:00

No posting but pictures...

I wanna stay over there!!

Its a hotel in marseille called attrap reves.

Oli Sykes If you dont know him.

You are a nerd alrdy.

Have you ever met this kind of thing before? I did I wrote tamp the stupid auto correct it to tampon. Somemore I was texting a guy. -.-!

Hot?

So Cuteeeee~~~

Kiesha.

I still dont really like her...

She is another version of talyor when talyor is drunk.

HAHAHAHAHA!

New Hair New life.

2010-11-16T23:06:00.001+08:00

Today
Went down to have a hair cut changed my hair parting.
I look kinda weird now, the uncle cut too short alrdy.
After that went for the tuition centre to work.
Waaaaa.
Is like OMG When can I eat snake cause the student keep on coming & ask me question when I was marking their paper. Somemore I am not the only person sitting at the desk.

Whole day mark English and Math paper.
I finally know why teacher always call us to mark ourself cause is freaking sian de lorh!!!
But quite relax lah. Somehow...
& I am like the only person wear jean to work.
I am going to wear short on this Friday, I dont care liao. LOL!

Tmr
Going to Marina Bay Link work for the Frozen yogurt.
Tmr is Public Holiday lorhhh.
Siannnn~ No extra money also.. -.-
I am going to eat the yogurt cause tmr flavor is mixed berries. :D

Me & My Zombie farm. HOHOHO

I am like so in love with this game.

Then see my hair parting not so centre much to the left now.

Can see the different?

Abit only.

Hi my dead blog

2010-11-14T18:31:00.000+08:00

Hi my dead blog,

About me
I am those person who will keep on thinking things inside my brain.
Sometime when I am alone or with friend I will really keep my brain on .
You will see my face change to serious mode or sad mode.
I always tend to look back to the past, I alway ask this question to myself If I didnt do this what will happen?
Sometimes I really regret what I did from the past but thats good because it make me to a better person.

I used to be very social with all the ppl but something change me. I dont know what is it.
Its the sudden change maybe it because of the last guy.
I rmb very clearly about it cause that day I really cry my heart out.
I was thinking what the hell have I done wrong again.
I was sitting in my room against the wall after the break thingy.
The image of me crunching up really left me a memory that i wouldnt forgot.
Its kinda funny I know we are ending soon but yet I still holding on to it. Its like so stupid.
I always do that I dont know why. I always let in when its come to rs.
But now I dont think I will.
I am those ppl who are scare of changes in my life, thing dont go well in my way & You can never understand me very well cause I am like a book which closed very tightly.
I am those ppl who will cry when the ending are like very sad & I keep thing to myself.
I tend to write my most important part of my life in my diary which I dont tend to read it to anyone else anymore.
Thats all. I guess, I have to go now.
Bye

Hi!

2010-11-10T00:17:00.002+08:00

I am so sick of working till now then I realise I am a workaholics.
I didnt get out and have fun with my friend after I start working for the frozen yogurt.
Suck seriously. But no pay no fun. Going to get my pay on 20/11 or 23/11.
I am really going for a shopping spree. No more clothes to wear alrdy.
I will Spend $150 on my birthday eve. Then $100 for shopping. Then $200 for my mum and $50 on some basic makeup... Others IN TO THE BANK!

SWEET SIXTEENN :DDDDD
The thing is I dont know what Wishes I am going to wish for that day.

I need lot of stuff. Thats why I dont know what I would like to have for my birthday...
When my birthday? WHAT You dont know? Nevermind.
It's on the 28 nov.
:D

Pls NO MORE STUFF TOY FOR ME!
I grow up liao... 16 years old liao leh.
You know I am not those little girl (xiao mei mei) who cant go in to Underage club and NC16 movies?

Buy something that is useful?
Maybe headphone, bag, heels ,dress, clothes & jeans.
Something that I can keep it for my birthday?
NO STUFF TOY HORX & those that display thing.
Cause you make me freaking clean it every week!

Hi I am back. :)

2010-11-05T23:30:00.001+08:00

I think I will close my blog for a long time cause of my work...
I have found another new job that will be helping primary school student with their schoolwork or worksheet that needed to be done over there?
I am glad that I found a teaching career.
I think I will stay at that job for a long time cause while they do their worksheet, I will also get a worksheet for myself and do it & If they got time they will give me tuition & the most important thing is I like the career.
Good right? ^^

So I am still working for Frozen yogurt. Oh ya I will work at marina bay link / marina bay financial centre so if you are free can come and find mee~~ :)

Maybe I should do this to my old NF....

Sweet...

My best friend texted me, he asked if I looked nice right now.

I told him no, and he said to get ready so I look good, not to him, but to myself.

Only text him back If I felt happy with how I looked.

This confused me but I didn’t ask questions.

I just got ready, and finally after an hour or two, I told him I felt happy with how I looked, sort of. The door rang about 10 minutes later, and my friends told me to come with them to the park.

This confused me but I didn’t ask questions, I was bored anyways.

We walked to the park, it wasn’t that far, and they said to sit on the swing set.

I didn’t really like the swings at this park because it was the very place my first love broke up with me & shattered my heart. Just sitting on the swing hurt a bit, I went into silence at the memories.

Suddenly, I was blindfolded.

When my friends took it off, there he was.

The boy who told me to get ready, I liked this boy, he was my best friend.

He handed me a rose and got down on his knee. “I know this is one of your least favorite places.

I also know you stopped believing in love after 2 shots to the chest.

And you don’t like change.

But this is good change, I think. I want to change this swingset from the place where you closed your door to love to the place where it just began.

I’ve sat by & watched you get hurt long enough.

You’re beautiful, smart, talented, sweet, funny.

And impatient. So, I won’t drag this out. I love you, & I’d like to be your boyfriend…

Will you go out with me?” This boy was my 3rd love, he made me feel special.

It’s been 5 long years, & just today, he said those exact words. To propose.

Its Family Dayyyyyyy~~~

2010-11-01T01:55:00.000+08:00

Just now went to Bishan eat with family and after that have the fish spa.
Super scarily lahhhhh!
The fish is like kinda bigger than others. Dont have the pictures. Should have taken it down..

FREAKING HANDSOMEEEEEEEEE~~~ HEART HEART~

:(

2010-10-28T00:00:00.002+08:00

Seriously I dont know what to blog....

Hi I am back. :)

2010-10-26T00:01:00.000+08:00

I am so freaking tired.
I am finding a new job alrdy.
Hope to work in office because of the pay is more (Y)
I will try to find a time to take pictures with my lovely workmate. :)

I WANT THIS DOGGGG!!! I cmf can hide in my bed and dont let my mom know about this.

HI Stupid Mrt

2010-10-23T02:30:00.000+08:00

Today went to work but East West train spoil?
Make me late for my work.
Tmr dont need to go for work.
Next Monday, Tuesday & Wednesday will be working from 12pm to 7:30pm.
Have to learn how to close the shop by myself. :(
My eye is getting small, I am so tired.

Tmr will have an eye check up.
I think my degree is getting up. Cant even see bus number clearly.
When its only like one stop far. -.- After that go meet ZOEY !
Will be going to bugis. :)
Finding thing that I needed for work.
That's all.

Btw If you have Facebook Check this person out.
Jeffree Star.
She/he is the middle one check out his/her tattoo.
Three word. Nice and scary.

Youtube also can.

dot dot dot

2010-10-21T23:41:00.000+08:00

Dot Dot Dot. My Blog Is so Dead.

Hi I am So freaking tired this few day cause I am working in Red Mango.
Some outlet in singapore.
I have to complete 100 hours before I can get my pay.
Siann I super need the money.
Time to sleep or else tmr cant wake up again.
9:30am Have to reach there.

2010-10-19T23:48:00.001+08:00

HI that me without make up.
I am So Freak tireddddd.
After all the swimming and celebration.
Sunburnnnnn :(

peeboos !

2010-10-19T00:38:00.002+08:00

I am Backkkkk~

Friday went out with Zo & gangs

Picturessss

I Super like his hair.

Seen one singaporean had this hair before.

Tmr

Going to Classmate house for Gym & Suanaaaa....

After that to bro house for birthday celebration....

Wed

Start Working at Expo. -.-

So farrr !

Until Friday. :)

N I G H T !

L O V E S !

Talent

2010-10-17T02:40:00.003+08:00

Should I go back to music?
Imagine that one day your friend ask you this.
Hey what is your talent?
& You reply ed I have no talent.
Is like a pai seh only.

I thinking of picking up one of this piano or guitar.
But I think guitar will be like more better.
Cause you can bring to chalet and all this to play with your friend.
Monday going to ask sis about this.
See what is her advice.

But then my finger will be like auntie hand cause as you know when you keep on playing and playing its will bleed.
So this is the bad point.
:S

Here is another song by All Time Low

I will learn this song first for sure.

All Time Low - Six Feet Under The Stars Acoustic Cover

2010-10-15T12:53:00.003+08:00

Remember him?
Andrew evan.
I posted his song before.
I like his voiceeeee.
Need some more pratice see other video and you will know why.
Maybe not enough breathe. Or maybe because he is sitting down.

niceee

Let me tell you about myself today! :)

2010-10-15T00:50:00.002+08:00

I think angmo kia is super handsome :)
I freaking love angmo kia. :)
But some angmo kia I super dont like. LOL!
My angmo no good no good.
I think you are thinking what happen to me.

I hopped hopped and hopped around the tumblr
& saw this blog.
I think she is the same as me? Who freaking love angmo too. LOL

Grab some of her photo. This guys is HANDSOMEEEEE!!
SCREAM SCREAM.

He is kinda funny. LOL!

Here is her link. http://-yeee.tumblr.com/

She found lots of handsome guys.

I wanna to live in Australia!!!!!!!!!! @.@

Crazy me

Hi!

2010-10-12T23:39:00.004+08:00

Today went out to play badminton with classmate.
I am so tired after all the silly move I made just now.

Tmr

Going for a job interview at Esplanade.

Hope they will hire me.
Will be working for a Frozen yogurt chain called Red Mango.

After that will be going to Orchard central with Gerbelle & Joshua.
I am still thinking of wearing what to interview and Oc.
><

Thursday
Will be going to Brother house to visit my cute cute niece! :)))))))))

I wanna do my nail like this.

You!

Me?

Yes!

You! Read This!

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to let you down probably will.

you will have your heart broken probably more than once and its harder every time.

you’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.

you’ll fight with your best friend.

you’ll blame a new love for the things an old one did.

you’ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone you love…

so take too many pictures, laugh too much and love like you’ve never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back."

So YOU!

YES YOU!

Must cheer up okay! :)

Be Strong!

HI

2010-10-12T02:00:00.000+08:00

School holiday had come.
& I have to start finding job and go for second language lesson.
I cant wait for my result to be out seriously even when i am asleep I even dreamt about my result.
I dreamt that My English was a D , Math was a U, EBS was a D Cpa was a U Chinese was a U too and the class position was the last one.
Whole person wake up after I saw the class position.
Told my mom about this what she do was laughing.
-.-

I think I havent told you all about my Prelimnary result right?
:)) Top in class but second in level.
Only this year got another classes.

I think I saw some improvement in my Math and Cpa.
The only deprovement is my English and Art.

                        Now:                                                Middle year:
English               C                                                           C
Math                 C                                                           D
Chinese             A                                                           B
Cpa                  A                                                           D
Ebs                  A                                                            A
Art                   C                                                           A

At first I think that I have no chances to get top as my Art, English & Math did so badly.
I was wanting to get at least two B and one C as I know my English is so super bad.
So I hope N level result I will see more improvement not deprovement pls! . :)

What make me change so much is the time and family.
I know if I dont work hard now I will regret later.
I know the only way to let my family to be happy and proud is a good result.
I know that everything I do for now IS WORTH IT!
You must alway work hard for the thing you want for.

OMG! This is so Freaking Cool!

2010-10-09T15:22:00.000+08:00

Hi
I dont know what to blog about as i am happy with one thing.
Which is There is Other country ppl came to my blog! :)

There are like :
UNITED ARAB EMIRATES

UNITED KINGDOM
CANADA
HONG KONG
BRAZIL
PAKISTAN

Cool! I think I must improve my English.
Or else People will think bad of singaporean.

Hi I am back. Bye school bye teacher bye uniform!

2010-10-08T11:29:00.000+08:00

Today was the last second day which I will be in school.
No more Stress,
No more books,
No more HS Uniform,
No more school shoes with big hole behind it &
No more black hair.

I cant wait for my result.

This few days saw some true colour of my friend.

First is about --------.
Do you think you will be proud when you take your result?
Dont come and ask me my result if you -------.
Cause you dont have the reason to compare with me.

Second is about the attitude
I had never been so angry before.
Since they dont want the Class Chalet can just tell me.
I dont need to send the sms around.
I dont even need to shout and scream and plan where to go.
So Dont FUCKING ASK ME ABOUT THE CLASS CHALET ANYMORE.
I should acted like the another girls, Just go home and had a rest.

Third untrue friend
Some people make friend with you because they want to use you.
Some people say they dont like another friend yet so close with that friend.
Are you telling me something?
Are you telling me that what came out from your mouth is fake, it is just some acting?
It really make me so dissapointed with you & that is the reason that I dont want to talk to you all.

Seriously you all are my "best" Classmate that I ever had.

Stress si liao

2010-09-28T00:03:00.003+08:00

Super not happy with my math result cause I think I can do better than that.
60/100 only.
Although is a passing mark but I am just not happy to get this kind of result for prelim.
I dont know what to do. What I know was to read the question carefully before doing it.
I am too careless for my math.

I am planning for my outside course after N level.
I am think of two thing.
one is to take up second language
sec is to learn baking or Art.

I cant wait for N level to be over.
I cant wait for spend my night with my friend.
I cant wait to stop studying for three month.
I cant wait to ......................

Thats all :)

Super cute ehs?

Life is like a roller coaster,

sometime it head down but you wont be down for too long

& there is alway a ups infront you.

After all thoose ups and down you will reach your destination.

hello, hello baby. you call I cant hear a thing. tatatatatatatatata~

2010-09-21T21:31:00.002+08:00

Hi back

Today received my math result for my prelim.

Totally damn dissapointed.

Whole person totally when crazy.

Was so freaking down that I went home and cry,

But I am better now, after listen to someone. :)

Oh ya, teacher told me that my EBS coursework for N level get the highest in the class.

80 something I think.

HOHOHOHOHO! Thats good.

If my math can get 80 something I will be happy to the moon.

Ytd went out for birthday celebration.

Had new york new york and ktv.

11days to N :s

I WANT THIS WHOLE SET!!!!!!!!

2010-09-19T14:59:00.002+08:00

2010-09-18T02:20:00.001+08:00

I will try to forget him. :s

2010-09-18T02:04:00.000+08:00

“Hate” Love Letter

This is a love letter from a boy to a girl…. However, the girl’s father disapproves of their relationship. So, the boy wrote this letter to the girl knowing that the girl’s father will definitely read it..

1 “The great love that I have for you

2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you

3 grows every day. When I see you,

4 I do not even like your face;

5 the one thing that I want to do is to

6 look at other girls. I never wanted to

7 marry you. Our last conversation

8 was very boring and has not

9 made me look forward to seeing you again.

10 You think only of yourself.

11 If we were married, I know that I would find

12 life very difficult, and I would have no

13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart

14 to give, but it is not something that

15 I want to give to you. No one is more

16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not

17 able to care for me and help me.

18 I sincerely want you to understand that

19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor

20 if you think this is the end. Do not try

21 to answer this. Your letters are full of

22 things that do not interest me. You have no

23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,

24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that

25 I am still your boyfriend.”

However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to “READ BETWEEN THE LINES”, meaning-only to read the odd numbers (1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25). Read it again! It’s so smart & sweet…. :)

Hi! :)

2010-09-16T20:33:00.005+08:00

Today had my math exam paper 2 and my EBS I think I am going to pass my Math and EBS .

Tomorrow is ART. Sigh! Three hour paper lehhhhh!!!!! I hope I can bring my phone in.

Pictures

Hi I am back. :)

2010-09-14T13:11:00.002+08:00

My N Level CPA practical is likeeeeee SO damn sure I will pass cause most of it I know how to do?
Only afew I am not sure whether am I correct?
I have to go school later on for my ART?
I really dont know how to design a restaurant with a playground and must be in 3D ?
Tomorrow will be my prelim Examination? Math & CPA paper 1 will be tested.

I cant wait for my RESULT!

* I use to do that when I was alone in the elevator.

I receive a anti lian and beng comment who call him or her Anti ahlian/ Ah beng?
LOL. She/he is like crazy? I am not ahlian? Why anti until my blog?
I need to tell the person one thing.
Hello update yourself? Nobody is spamming anymore?
& My blog is for me to read? Not for anyone else?
& You are totally wrong lah. You say nobody is reading right?
But there is. I know you are jealous. ;)) So its fine. I will be a big adult to forgive you.

peeboos !

2010-09-13T00:44:00.000+08:00

Hi !

I dont know what to blog but I will have my N level examination later.
I hope its a easy one. I wanna quickly end N level.

But I will miss my classmate so super much.
They are like so good to me.
When its rainning heavily they will go home and bring me an umbrella or let me take the same cab with them without paying any money.
But sometimes they are really annoying.
But we have gone through hardship and all.
I cant imagine after we take our N level result slip and walk our own different way and get to know new classmate.
I really cant imagine it.
I think I will cry on the spot. I will miss my teacher too.
SO THATS ALL!

I am on phone now, i cant blog and talk at the same time so thats all. BYE ! WISH ME GOOD LUCK!

Hi my dead blog

2010-09-10T13:36:00.000+08:00

Hi my dead blog and Hi my dead readers

I am so going to die with those stress.
Sigh
I need to manage so many thing in one time.

My N level Chinese and English had already ends.
Now is my Math, Ebs, CPA & Art.
I dont think my Art can score high cause I really dont know what to add in.
My mum keep on reminding me to relax & my dad too but i really dont have much time to relax.
I really know that by my improvement.
Now a day I hardly go out cause I wanna improve my Math , ANGMO and CPA.
Sigh. I swear after N level I will go out to have a nice rest and maybe work.

2010-09-01T14:59:00.000+08:00

What happen if chewing gum added with helium gas ??

Click on that link to check it out! Seriously not virus.
Is just a cool video from Facebook. Freaking cool.

Hi I am back. :)

2010-08-31T22:28:00.000+08:00

This few day did not online cause of my laptop have been infected by some stupid virus.
What i do at home was games games, storybook storybook and revise my math and my spelling.
Sigh, One more week to N-Level.
The stress is dashing out already.
I felt that there are many other thing i have done yet.
Sigh.
I wanna get a good result go to a good course and know good friend.
I will miss my classmate.
:(

Hi XinHui here currently.

2010-08-22T12:43:00.000+08:00

Hi XinHui here, currently my laptop had spoil cause of the infection. So I won't be blogging for two weeks. I will try to update you from twitter okay?

2010-08-19T00:21:00.003+08:00

I won't be around for a week. I am sorry readers.

2010-08-15T23:16:00.000+08:00

My class photo is done!
I asked my friend to post it on facebook too kinda retro look.
I also dont know why.
BUT ITS NICEEEEEE! :)
I super duper love my classmate.

Damn retro right?
LOL! I think i am going to but the formal 2 and the special candid.

2010-08-13T16:29:00.001+08:00

"Someone PLS STRANGLE meeeeeeeeeeee... :("

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2010-08-12T18:49:00.002+08:00

Hi My Prelim started on this Wednesday which is ytd.

Ytd was English paper 1 & 2 after that went to study with friend in school then eat then friend house.

Today was Chinese paper 1 , Chinese listening & English listening super tired lah!

After that still need to stay back in school for my Art Coursework SIGH!

I am thinking of jail breaking my iPhone. :)

PICTURES TIME!

OMG!

HE IS COPYING HER ANSWER!

YOU SEEE!

THE PILLOW!

For those who cry easily reading soppy novels or who are unhappily weeping over a breakup, this Kleenex-dispensing pillow will provide the ultimate convenience in sniffle-stifling. No more groping for that tissue box that probably fell off the bedside table anyway. Alternatively, the ThenCry pillow could be useful during the coming flu season when you’re already sick in bed and can barely rise to get that tissue box.

( I think this is good for those people who have flu easily)

A soft and pleasurable pillow, the Boyfriend Body Pillow resembles the torso of a big strong man with a comforting arm that cuddles you. This fun and cozy snuggle pillow is great for people whose partner is away on military leave or work absence.

( The girl Very sex sia) ><

This pillow is designed to gently wake you by exposing your eyes to a glowing cloud of illumination, gradually increasing in brightness over a 40 minute period. You can see time on the pillow’s surface too.

( I LIKE)

If your idea of a good time is tricking people into thinking you've been shot, these blood puddle pillows are perfect for you. Inspired by those suspenseful moments when a sleeping loved one is a little too still for a little too long, they are an irreverent combination of comfort and fear.

( good for April Fool)

For $102 you can get this pillow book, which is a, uh, pillow that looks like a book. Perfect for students who like simulating learning.

( COOL )

Developed by Ivonne Dippmann, the i-Sleep pillow works in unison with your laptop and could transpire to be an indispensable travel gadget for those needing a little shut-eye whilst jet-setting to their next business appointment. Billed as being ‘an analog laptop extension’, it's described as functioning in much the same way as an aircraft’s lifejacket, using the hot air expelled by your laptop (whilst your laptop’s in standby mode) to inflate and become a very warm pillow.

This pillow rocks --literally. Created by Livingstones, the Rock Pillows are playful cushions, shaped and colored just like boulders.

OneRepublic - Secrets (Official HD Music video).mp4

2010-08-10T02:55:00.000+08:00

2010-08-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

07 August 2010

I dont know what to say seriously.

Anyway happy national day.

阿貴露營上 Part one!

2010-08-08T21:19:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Like finally!

2010-08-07T00:05:00.000+08:00

Dad brought me an Iphone is like finally.
Although it is 2nd hand but i dont mind using it cause its better than nothing.
Actually my dad dotee meee alot but i keep on being rude with him, i am kinda guilty now.
I swear if he is drunk the next time i also wont kpkb if he disturb me.
I going to buy charger & case first then try to save money for Earpieces.
:)

I want orange case! :) OMGGGG!!! Damn happy.
I cant use the iphone now cause i step one clever go reset all then now need itunes and the charger thingy.
SIAN!!!!!

I can play my tap tap everyday i can play traffic rush too.

2010-08-03T00:33:00.001+08:00

有一天, 当你发现对于过去的一切你都不在乎, 他们对你都变的无所谓的时候, 这段爱肯定也就消失了.

所以你要知道恨你,是因为爱你 : 淡漠你,是因为不再想记起你.

I will take down the whole paragraph when i am freee.
I found this quite meaningful.

BUT I AM NOT GOING TO ONLINE FOR A WEEK!
SO! Here is a game link to all of you.
Hope this will entertain you!

http://www.jamlegend.com/

The Sneezing Baby Panda

2010-08-02T00:31:00.000+08:00

Someone PLS STRANGLE meeeeeeeeeeee... :(

2010-07-31T22:17:00.000+08:00

I think i Flunk all my Oral. When i face the examiner , I turn to those people who talk like Th thi this li litt little gi gir girl . :( WHAT HAPPEN TO MEEEEEEE!!!
Sigh.

Ytd went jogging with friend after that went back home bath & sleep kinda tired.
That all

Didnt go out today seriously dont know where to go or what to do.
So spend my day sleeping.
I am just too tired this few days.

PICTURES TIME!

HI PEEPS! I am Finally BACK!

2010-07-29T22:07:00.001+08:00

HI PEEPS! I am Finally BACK!

I want to go out!!!!
I Hate N LEVEL!

Have not been studying this few days cause i need and want my afternoon nap.
I cant do anything when i am in a sleepy mood. All my thing will go wrong.
I need someone right now.

Ytd when to eat MACDONALD with classmate.
Saw my ex classmate.
She have a gentle look damn gentle that kind, She is kind of quiet, She is so pretty seriously, Her voice are gentle too, she have the brain, have the figure & I tell you one thing when i was the same class with her. I told myself if i am a boy, I will seriously go for her. So I tell my classmate about this and he say if the people who serve to my ex classmate ask her what do she want and you imagine she say : HUH SI ME? LOL!
Is like The first impression on you and her, you will think that she talk so gentle and soft. But Suddenly she talk like damn loud and damn boyish. Laughs like MAD!

I have miss my DROP DEAD DIVA LE LAH!
GTG! BYE!

PICTURES!

I DAMN AGREEEEEEEEE!

Ris Low's cheer for YOG

2010-07-26T23:10:00.001+08:00

She seriously grow fatter.

HI I am back.

2010-07-26T22:56:00.002+08:00

Didnt blog this few day because of the game that facebook have, damn fun kay.
My leg are somehow better. I think i can go for a jogging on this friday.
I really need to exercise. I gain fat by keep on eating & never exercise!
OMG!!!!

Left 40 days to N-Level!
I dont think i am ready for N-level seriously.
My english still sux like hell.
SIGH!
I hope i will get a better score for my preliminary examination.
PRAY HARD!
I want to get what i wanted now!
Which is getting a good result and go for ITE.
If my score are much holy super damn freaking good i will go for Private NA N-level Then O's.
& Let Others know that WE Normal Technical Students can do better than NA Students.
I will let my uncle and aunt know that SO WHAT I AM IN A INFAMOUS SCHOOL, I can surely do better than his daughter. ;)

I wanna go for jogging on this friday! Finding peeps to go.
I will be jogging very slow to see how my leg are.
But that depend whether my leg are still swollen anot.
When i walk properly i can hear the clink clink sound.
Like your bone is rubbing against each other.
OMG!
Damn scary can.
I think tmr i going to bandage my leg to school.

2010-07-24T02:09:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to Faiz

Happy Birthday To My Dear Zhilin!

Happy birthday to Wen Jie

Hi I am back.

Went to school as per normal .

After school went to celebrate Faiz bdy .

And what stupid fun we had on there.

Cake was flying around and there cake was straight to faiz face

after that start having all the cake on our faces.

That all.

Didnt went for Zhilin bdy celebration cause of my leg.

Sigh.

you slept, holding me tightly in your arms.

i gazed, looking at how beautiful you are. i caressed,

feeling your delicate features at my fingertips.

i kissed, secretly marveling at how our lips perfectly interlocked.

i breathed, smelling your cool bare skin against mine.

i felt, your chest rising and descending upon my chest.

i listened, to your incoherent breathing and occasional snores.

i thought, wondering will things still be the same under the test of time.

i wished, if i stare hard enough.. you will not leave me.

(via electriktwist)

2010-07-22T21:26:00.001+08:00

YTD was
Racial harmony day.

Hi I am back to blog.
Ytd was too tired to blog and on my lappy.
Classmate carry me up and down the stair cause of my leg.

I really want my leg to recover soon and walk properly.
I am kind of jealous and angry when ppl walk damn fast infront of me.
& I cant jump around, cant run around and cant go for ice skating! :(
I dont want pig trotter leg.

that all. I want play game!
Tmr then blog!

HI PEEPS!

2010-07-20T21:02:00.001+08:00

HI PEEPS!

Didnt went to school today cause leg sprained.
Went down to see doctor, he say that it just minor sprained and told him about my arm too.
He say that its still in the recovering time.
Doctor give me two days MC.
But i am still going to school tmr.
Or else i will rot at home seriously.
Tmr maybe i am wearing ethnic costume to school.

Which toothpaste personality are you?

2010-07-19T23:07:00.003+08:00

Hi I sprained my leg.

Today Zoey came my house at 9am?
After that mac delivery to my house and eat until 9.50am plus.
Went to school at 10.16am then she stay at my house.
Walk damn freaking fast because i was scare being late.
After school quickly rush back home.
Went down to cut hair.

After that i went back home then accompany Zoey NTUC
This is what happen.
Me laughing and talking without looking at the carpark floor.
So I was like haha... talk talk talk.... POWP POW POWP.
LOL!
I fall down and Sprained my leg at first i thought i am okay but now my leg is swollen until like pig trotter.
Sigh.

Is it every year i must sprained my leg or fracture my arm?
And everytime i fall down and hurt myself is because of a bump on the floor. -.-

KNS!

Tmr going down to see doctor not going to school.
I think i will let the doctor check my arm too.

Better dont send me to Blk 444 ang mo kio there for x - ray.

My Cute classmate

Classmate
relax once you're back i buy a candy

11:08pmMe

i dont want

you carry me up can le

I think i cant sit on the floor lorh

i think i need to sit on chair

11:08pm

Classmate
lol

11:08pmMe

then our class change to first level

/LOL

11:09pm

ok i go take a VIP chair

11:09pmMe

LOL

11:09pm

Classmate
okok i let th VP know

11:09pmMe

LOL

HAHAH

LAUGHSSSSS

JOKE

11:09pm

Classmate
lol

Andes Teletransporter LAUGHS

2010-07-19T22:08:00.001+08:00

LOL! (Y)

Today. :(

2010-07-18T23:12:00.001+08:00

Didn't went out, stay at home sleep.
The weather is like so good for sleeping cause its cooling.
After that went down to meet friend awhile then need to go home le.
Sigh! Tomorrow got CPA!

He seem to have a invisible gun

which can shot my heart with no sound and action.

& no nobody knows about it.

Maybe we are living in another world hell.

2010-07-17T23:01:00.000+08:00

Went to zoey house yesterday with zhilin to give zoey a surprise belated birthday celebration.
Brought emily cake.
Forgotten to take the picture down. ><
Nvm!

Today
Went out with my mom to buy a new fan.

Then go for shopping all that. that it.

2010-07-17T02:00:00.001+08:00

blog tmr

HI PEEPS!

2010-07-15T22:00:00.000+08:00

Went school as per normal nth much happen.
I am going to watch my drop dead diva now!

Today Picture will be about :

BORING!

2010-07-14T23:23:00.003+08:00

I am so damn bored now. :(

Pokemon? Get it now?

Cool! I want my room to be like this but the colour change to ORANGE! (Y)!

Cool right?

Hi.

2010-07-14T09:36:00.000+08:00

Currently in school now.
Didnt blog yesterday cause i am too tired.
And Today is Zoey Birthday !
SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZOEY! SWEETEST SIXTEEN! :)
Later having Math extra lesson till 5pm i think?
Friday going out with zhilin & more.
Need to help friend buy something! TSK!

Sigh.
53 more days to N-Level :(
Kinda feel the stress now.
Everyday eating choclate to relive the stress-ness.
Getting fatter now. :(

Hi, I am sorry not to post anything ytd. I was .........

2010-07-12T23:41:00.002+08:00

Hi, I am sorry not to post anything ytd. I was ......... too buzy watching tv. LOL ><
I need to have my peace ytd.
Need to settle some personal stuff.
So ya that it.

I want this in my room too. Its look like you are in the sky.

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Today

Went to eat morning breakfast with Felicia at ave 8 mac.
Finally i get my chance to eat my hotcakes! YUMMY!
After school went to her house again then to my house then off to LUNCH! :)
Tomorrow i am going to have my Class photo shoot.
I think tmr will have math mock exam bah.
I am getting use to seeing answer. :(
I will treat every exam as N-Level now. :)
Try lah. :)

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"YOU KNOW HOW WHEN YOU WERE A LITTLE KID AND YOU BELIEVED IN FAIRY TALES, THAT FANTASY OF WHAT YOUR LIFE WOULD BE, WHITE DRESS, PRINCE CHARMING WHO WOULD CARRY YOU AWAY TO A CASTLE ON A HILL. YOU WOULD LIE IN BED AT NIGHT AND CLOSE YOUR EYES AND YOU HAD COMPLETE AND UTTER FAITH. SANTA CLAUS, THE TOOTH FAIRY, PRINCE CHARMING, THEY WERE SO CLOSE YOU COULD TASTE THEM, BUT EVENTUALLY YOU GROW UP, ONE DAY YOU OPEN YOUR EYES AND THE FAIRY TALE DISAPPEARS. MOST PEOPLE TURN TO THE THINGS AND PEOPLE THEY CAN TRUST. BUT THE THING IS ITS HARD TO LET GO OF THAT FAIRY TALE ENTIRELY CAUSE ALMOST EVERYONE HAS THAT SMALLEST BIT OF HOPE, OF FAITH, THAT ONE DAY THEY WILL OPEN THEIR EYES AND IT WILL COME TRUE."

By: meredith grey

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2010-07-11T01:44:00.001+08:00

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A little small jokes for you all. :)

Shall blog tomorrow. I need to sleep now!

Or else something will start appearing on my face which is PANDA EYE! :)

Today!

2010-07-09T23:59:00.001+08:00

Went to joshua house for swimming and suana with Felicia & more.
After that went home.
Have a small nap just now.
Math mock exam is coming.
I am alittle bit of scare, cause i think i will be failing without my notes.
My arm still hurts abit when i let it straight. Hope tmr will feel better.

-Love begins with a smile, goes on with a kiss and end with tears.

Love is like a war, It's easy to begin, hard to end and never to forget.

A guy's dairy.

2010-07-09T00:30:00.000+08:00

I think i hurt my left arm again?
Just now fall down and i use my left arm block again.
Hit on the old injury again. Kinda pain.
Tmr will see whether is it swollen anot..

OH GOSH!

2010-07-08T00:01:00.001+08:00

OH GOSH!
Today was my N-level oral examination.
I think i did quite badly for it cause in the talking part, everytime i talk i will add a lah lorh & the most jialat thing is i say AHBENG! -.-
Quite nervous seriously.
Reading part i talk like ti ti da ti too.
TSK!
Hope everything will be fine!

Another joke about facebook! :)
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Hehe! Let you see something funny today okay?

2010-07-06T20:57:00.001+08:00

Okay first Almost everyone have facebook right?

Okay let see what will happen to you if you click become a fan. :)

HAHAHA! Will post more about this kind of jokes. :)

How?! I am freaking scare now! :(

2010-07-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

How?! I am freaking scare now! :(
Tmr N-Level Oral examination is going to start le.
I am the day two one also the last one to have that oral.
OMG! Once i think i am going to face two different teacher and going to test in hall!
I am like! WTH WTF! OMG! HOWWW?!!!
I am so freaking scare. ><
:(

Anyway I wish everyone will have a great result for their N-Level Oral. :)

2010-07-04T23:12:00.000+08:00

Hi I am back!
Ytd didnt went out cause of the rain.
Today same didnt went out also cause family day.
Hmm
Tmr zhilin coming to my house to study with me.

60 things a girl wants but won’t ask for

2010-07-04T23:00:00.001+08:00

1. Touch her waist.

2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON’T lie to her
27. DON’T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT’S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back
47. Give her your coat if she’s cold
48. Write letters on her back with your finger
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON’T poke her hard…but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she’s BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing…talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don’t ignore her or be nervous around her—everything is going to be okay.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you’ll be good to go. ;D

YEAH!

2010-07-02T00:54:00.000+08:00

Hi,
Today went to school as per normal.
I am not math wrap liao.
Finally don't need to stand up when its math time cause don't need to give out paper or files. :)
Lazy meee.
Another thing i wanna say was my N-level Oral! Kns sia!
I will be the last one to have the oral means that i will sit at there and see all my classmate talk and walk away.
Damn nervous one lorh! Not good at all!
Okay! I going to turn in now.
Nights! :)

HI!

2010-06-30T23:36:00.001+08:00

Hi, went to school with benson today.
After school went home sleep.
6.30pm went out jogging with Felicia.
Jog for 4 round then went to jog around hougang green.
OMG! So tired mannnnn!

Reached home at 8pm plus.
Perspire until like just bathed.
TSK!
My foot got blister! Weak sia me. :(

Tmr
Going to stay back after school to study.
Cause i didnt study until!
Gonna do some math note. :)

Grandpa Lady Gaga Poker Face Dance (Freaking cool)

2010-06-29T22:54:00.001+08:00

OMG! This Grandpa is so updated!

:( Lack of sleep.

2010-06-29T21:16:00.002+08:00

This few days cant sleep well.
Make me so gong gong today. ><
Went to Felicia house to study after that play monopoly with her and her sister.
Her sister asked me for $18, give her $180 instead.
Felicia come in to my "house" in monopoly, i also didn't notice until her sister told me then i know about it.
Sign, but lucky they didn't cheat my money. :)

I wants that guy who used to love me

but that guy are gone forever.

Its the past.

They say, 'Time heals all wounds.'

If that is true, then I guess mine go deeper than pain.

There are no words to choose over losing you.

I guess I found out out too late,

and now all I feel is heartbreak that only hurts when I breathe.

I am no longer that xinhui you used to know

Hi

Hi I am kind of back to blog

Hi readers,

Hi

Hi all,

HI

hi its had been a longer time since I blogged.

My life in ITE

I know I know! My blog is dead!

Not going to post anything except for pictures.

:(

HI!

ITE Life

HI

Picture for new year

2011 Happy New Year!

HI ^^

HI I am back

HI ?

Booyah!

Plan destroyed

My plan for my Future!!! <3

Love story with happy ending.

Can you save my nuffnang?

Hi

Hi I am back to talk about what I like.

okay Hi I am like back to my blog?

HI

HI! :D

New Hair New life.

Hi my dead blog

Hi!

Hi I am back. :)

Its Family Dayyyyyyy~~~

:(

Hi I am back. :)

HI Stupid Mrt

dot dot dot

peeboos !

Talent

All Time Low - Six Feet Under The Stars Acoustic Cover

Let me tell you about myself today! :)

Hi!

HI

OMG! This is so Freaking Cool!

Hi I am back. Bye school bye teacher bye uniform!

Stress si liao

hello, hello baby. you call I cant hear a thing. tatatatatatatatata~

Hi! :)

Hi I am back. :)

peeboos !

Hi my dead blog

Hi I am back. :)

Hi XinHui here currently.

"Someone PLS STRANGLE meeeeeeeeeeee... :("

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Yeah! Like finally!

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Someone PLS STRANGLE meeeeeeeeeeee... :(

HI PEEPS! I am Finally BACK!

Ris Low's cheer for YOG

HI I am back.

I really want my leg to recover soon and walk properly.I am kind of jealous and angry when ppl walk damn fast infront of me.& I cant jump around, cant run around and cant go for ice skating! :(I dont want pig trotter leg.

HI PEEPS!

Is it every year i must sprained my leg or fracture my arm?And everytime i fall down and hurt myself is because of a bump on the floor. -.-

11:08pmMe

11:08pm

11:08pmMe

11:09pm

11:09pmMe

11:09pm

11:09pmMe

11:09pm

Andes Teletransporter LAUGHS

Today. :(

HI PEEPS!

BORING!

阿貴露營上 Part one!

I really want my leg to recover soon and walk properly.
I am kind of jealous and angry when ppl walk damn fast infront of me.
& I cant jump around, cant run around and cant go for ice skating! :(
I dont want pig trotter leg.

Is it every year i must sprained my leg or fracture my arm?
And everytime i fall down and hurt myself is because of a bump on the floor. -.-